katy

The Day I Died….

This song will be on my EP, that I am recording in April.

And I’m sorry but I’m not gonna be the same.
I just want to hold your hand.
Hold it till sunglight, no kisses
I can’t make this right.

I wish that I was anyone else.
I wish that I was anywhere else.

When did I lose myself?
Oh honey when you came to me.
You say that you were just being yourself.
It was the undoing and total demise of me.

I wish that I was someone else.
I wish that I was somewhere else.

Some will say I’m pathetic,
but is it really to know your one true love?
Most will assume I’m just being dramatic,
I’m sorry that nothing could ever be above.

And so I cry everywhere,
because I’ve lost everything that ever meant anything to me.
A life worth living, and a reason to keep breathing,
the world is dead, surrounding me.

I wish that I was anyone else.
I wish that I was anywhere else.

I stopped breathing,
you said we were leaving,
and that we had to change.

I’ll cradle your hand,
and forever be sad.
I wish my heart would stop feeling so bad.

No ending in sight

I wish that I knew what to do to make myself feel better. I am always the nice girl with the answers to everything. I never have to think twice. But I’m truly stumped here. I can usually find an ending in sight, a light at the end of the tunnel, or a goal to set, a reason to keep pushing. But I am lost, and empty. And I feel like the whole world has died around me….